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I wasn't completely offline this past month, but I kind of subconsciously disengaged; I'm not sure why, exactly. Maybe I was just tired from constantly logging into NaNo and other sites to post updates and catch up with forum threads. Now that Camp NaNo is coming up again, I feel like I'm going to go back to that old daily rhythm, but I'm not sure yet.

I've been trying to plan the original thing I wanted to write for Camp NaNo all month, and it's been all over the place -- I rewrote my main character thrice and one major supporting character twice, and I still feel like I haven't quite gotten the right feel for either of them. It was like I had a character who had wandered in from an entirely different story; I can probably write that story someday, but it's not what I want to work on right now. I guess this comes of having the setting coalesce first before the characters: I keep thinking that I need a specific type of main character who can thrive in it, otherwise it doesn't seem to work.

Recently I started trying to follow the 7-point story structure exercises, which has you start at the ending, then you figure out a beginning that contrasts with that ending, then you jump back and forth between different plot points until you have something that hangs together. It seems to work well for me since I also think non-linearly. I'm not sure if I can finish this planning in time for Camp NaNo, though a nice side effect of learning this way of structuring plots is that I'm excited to get back to the Castlevania OT3 fic; it's like I found something that will help me figure out how to make all the subplots that I came up in April and May hang together (or not -- I probably have to prune them), and I'm actually looking forward to the revision and draft 2. (Or maybe I've just gotten enough distance from it that I want to work on it again after getting so tired of it.) I might decide at the last minute what I'll work on during Camp NaNo, but either way I'm grateful to have enough ideas to work with and the opportunity to work on them.

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As for my plants, only the ginger has survived since my last post; the mold hasn't come back, thank goodness, even if it's been raining off and on for the past few weeks. Last week I started regrowing leftover green onions in tiny jars on the kitchen windowsill; they've grown really well -- the tallest ones are more than 8 inches tall -- and I'm starting to wonder if I should move them to a pot. The last batch of green onions in pots didn't do so well, though, so I'm still hesitating.
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I hit my 15k goal yesterday, which means that I'm around halfway through my 30k estimate for the Castlevania OT3 fic. I managed to hit 500+ words a day every day except for that time I was writing before midnight and finished less than 400 words. (I made up for it after midnight, though that means I won't be getting the daily par badge.) This is the most words I've written with this much consistency; I ought to be happier about having gotten this far, except I know I have to keep this up for at least another month. (And then there's the editing...)

Initially I thought I could write and edit each chapter as I went along; maybe if my plot were shorter I could do that, but it's relatively long and complicated. I've also been surprising myself with how certain scenes have turned out -- though the plot points I've mapped out are still holding up, the scenes that fleshed them out have thrown me for a loop enough times that I'll have some significant retconning to do in previous chapters. For what it's worth, I'm enjoying the shape my villains have taken and will hopefully get back to writing more action-adventure after all these introspective scenes (which I apparently fall back on when it's hard to figure out what to write).

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So far there are only 5 dill seedlings; there would have been 6, except the initial 5th one was unable to grow its leaves because they were still stuck in its seed. For a while I thought it was growing upside-down, then it died. :( The current 5th one was able to grow its leaves long enough that it survived even after I plucked off the seed stuck to the tips of those leaves. Earlier I cut off a few of the topmost leaves of the bigger seedlings since they looked like they were yellowing -- I hope it's okay to cut them already, they're only around 3 inches long. ^^;;

The kale are down to the last 2 seedlings; one is clearly doing better than the other, so I'll probably keep that one. I'll have to find a bigger (at least 30cm in diameter) pot for it.

The ginger has finally put out a tiny green shoot after almost a month of me watering it and wondering if it hadn't yet died. Now I just have to wait another 9 months or so before harvesting it, though I've read that I can start slicing off bits of it after around 2-3 months.
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Yesterday I thinned the kale seedlings -- I gently pulled up the ones that weren't doing as well as the others, cut off the wilting leaves and the root ends, and used them as an omelet topping. (I haven't tasted kale before afaik so I dunno what I was expecting; they tasted like clean grass, which is a good thing I guess?) I'm still a bit sad about having to thin the seedlings, but ultimately there can be only one (shameless Highlander reference) since I only have space for one adult kale plant. For what it's worth, the remaining survivors seem to be doing much better with less competition.

Of the many dill seeds I planted, only three so far have sent up these tiny stick-like sprouts. (They remind me of Pikmin, though not as much as the kale did at the beginning.) One is much taller than the other two and sometimes bends a bit near the top when the wind is too strong. I'm a bit disappointed since I specifically chose a bigger pot for them, but maybe there will be more sprouts in a week or so? These three look kinda lonely on their own.

Meanwhile, I'm wrestling a little with my enemies-to-lovers subplot in the Castlevania OT3 fic; like my seedlings, the relationships between my leads are growing at different rates and in different ways, and I kinda want to nudge the slower one (ie, between Trevor and Alucard) even though I know it's more of a slow-burn thing. My version of Trevor is somewhat different from the anime one; he's somehow more openly hostile to Alucard and I'm still figuring out why I'm writing him this way. It's kinda weird since Alucard is generally the more tsundere one of the three of them, both in my writing and in the anime. Anyway, I've been chugging along and meeting my relatively low daily word count; if I'm lucky I can sort out my thought processes and get some good material out of Camp NaNo that I won't have to change too much in later drafts.
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I've been enjoying Camp NaNo so far, though I've encountered some issues with the site -- for instance, the group chat page doesn't load most of the time, and the account settings page is picky about what it lets you edit (in particular, it doesn't let you change your timezone on its own; you have to change something else along with it). The feature for setting your word count even has a known bug preventing some people from updating their status within 24 hours of a goal starting; thanks to the forum post detailing this I found out about the Stats page, which apparently has a more reliable version of that feature. Overall I've found the site to be a bit user-unfriendly in terms of feature discoverability and ease of use, but when it does work as expected it's not so bad. Maybe it's a sign for me to stop spending time on the site and spend more time writing. ^^;;

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Some things I've found while procrastinating:

Kekeflipnote animation featuring birds dancing the can-can: This was animated on the Nintendo DSi; it's hard for me to imagine animating something on a screen that small. ^^;;

Twitter thread screenshots (on Tumblr) about the mystery of the disappearing drunk pill bugs: This has an unexpectedly cute ending; I thought at first that it was a dog's fault, but no dogs were mentioned. For some reason the original Twitter thread is gone, so I'm glad someone took screenshots.

Tiktok video (on Tumblr) of deaf actor Daniel Durant talking about listening to music: I spoiled myself a little by checking the Wikipedia page for CODA, but that just makes me want to watch it more. Hope it comes to Netflix eventually.

Tumblr thread about the Virgin Mary lactating and St. Bernard of Clairvaux: Projectile lactating is apparently a thing.

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I recently got to play the demo of the new Kirby game on the Switch; it's the first Kirby game I've played and I had so much fun. <3 It's such a cute game, and the demo even has some replay value -- once you've completed it the game gives you power-ups for the abilities Kirby can pick up and encourages you to replay the stages to try them out. I'm looking forward to playing the rest, though I ought to get back to Pokemon Legends Arceus first; I'm past the halfway point in that game and I want to finish it before I get too immersed in another game. (My "problem" with Arceus is the same one I had with Breath of the Wild -- I keep exploring everything I find interesting and ignoring the main quest line. It makes for engaging gameplay but it also feels like I'm taking too long to finish the game. ^^;;)

Also: a cute animation of the many ways Kirby can drive a car (before I played the game I didn't know which one actually happened) and a possible in-game Itou Junji reference that makes me wonder if Kirby is actually a horror game masquerading as a cute kid's game. (I mean, Kirby is an alien from another planet who swallows things and acquires their attributes, so there's an argument to be made about inexplicable cosmic horrors going on there.)
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I'm not sure if I can post regularly, but anyway it's good to be back, at least for now. ^^;;

Some things I've been doing:

- Revived my sketching habit: mostly figure drawing practice and studies, occasionally trying to relearn watercolors. I'd forgotten how much I enjoyed this even if I repeatedly run into the limitations of my current level of skill.

- Got back to the Castlevania OT3 fanfic: I got stuck around halfway through chapter 3 and was blocked for a long time; recently I was able to pick it up again and filled out a beat sheet with most of the plot. I've signed up for Camp NaNo and will try my best not to fixate on scenes (which is why I usually get stuck) and hit my word count. Fingers crossed that I've prepared enough material to finally get me through this first draft. (The full plot might exceed the word count I set for Camp NaNo, but either way I'd just be happy to hit that word count.)

- Started growing some vegetables: I've been meaning to do this for a while; I finally got around to it, though most of the time I don't really know what I'm doing apart from following whatever guides I can find online. ^^;; Currently I have a tiny village of seedlings (and a weathered but ruggedly determined green onion grown from a root end) in pots.

- Got into Tarot: I wasn't a big fan of Tarot in the past; I've just always been aware of it thanks to my mother, who has been doing readings for years. Recently I found a couple of decks that I liked (one featuring watercolor cats, another inspired by Santa Muerte) and was able to get them relatively cheaply, so I started doing simple 3-card readings. So far it's been quite helpful -- my readings tend to surface what's on my mind, or what I'm aware of but am not paying enough attention to (or ignoring because of various reasons). I'm glad I got both decks. <3
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The last weekend was exhausting, and I've been lagging behind a bit in Camp NaNo. OTL I suppose it was a good idea to set a low word count so it's not that hard to catch up.

Castlevania OT3. I'm mostly(?) done with chapter 2, which seems to be somewhat wonkier than chapter 1; I have this habit of setting up all sorts of things in the beginning then figuring out what to do with them as I go along, which can lead to inconsistencies. Even when I have an outline or scene notes, I keep pulling things out of thin air and tossing them into the chapter almost subconsciously. (In particular, the castle is getting a bit overpowered; I might have to dial back the things it can do.) I'm glad that the 21 Days to a Novel exercises have helped me to stay on track, though I think I've already veered off-course somewhat.

Chapter 3's opening scene has already played out in my head; I might wind up finishing it before I finish the final scene of chapter 2, which is probably okay since I still have to bridge them. I probably need to do some streamlining in chapter 2 since I keep forgetting that the reader doesn't know what I already know about the characters' motivations. ^^;; If this keeps up, the word count for chapter 2 might be padded a bit, and I might get to around halfway of chapter 3 by the end of the month.
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I'd lost track of how delayed this is; lots of things have happened IRL. ^^;; Anyway, here goes.

Castlevania OT3. I joined Camp NaNo, which helped give me some structure to the rest of this month; I now have (low) weekly word count goals that should add up to roughly 2 chapters by the end of July, or maybe 1 chapter and around half of the next depending on how wordy I get. I should have finished days 18-20 of 21 Days to a Novel prior -- day 21 is technically the day you start writing -- so it's like I skipped ahead a bit. Fwiw I'm revisiting the exercises for those last few days while I'm writing chapter 2; it turns out that even if I've completed all the prior exercises I'm still a bit hazy on what counts as a "world event" and how the characters react to it. (I'd initially interpreted this as events in the characters' lives, but I might have gotten that wrong; it probably means things like "this town was invaded by night creatures," to which my OT3 would respond with "and they kicked the night creatures' asses and enjoyed it.") As always I'm figuring things out as I'm going along and somehow making it all work (I hope).

Meanwhile, I'm enjoying writing the initial "we're enemies how can I be attracted to him" bits, maybe more than I should. ^^;; I haven't written enemies-to-lovers before; I might be having too much fun with it.

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